Hi Yihui™, what's your name?

2010-11-02T07:59:00.000-07:00

back post again..
they few months.. i'm sooo busy... i busy until forget whatevr happens.. i dont even wanna care.. actually i wasn't busy.. i was just trying to find things to make myself busy, so i wont think and think and think.. i always try to amke myself tired so i would sleep.. but it doesn't seems like it help.. hahas..
surprizingly, i just cried.. i smiled, but tears dropped.. my heart is liek having a heavy stone pushing on my heart.. i wish i didn't survived during "ahem" in another country.. if i didn't survived, i wouldn't be facing all this now.. if i didn't survive, i wouldn't be crying over all this.. if i didn't survive.. my friends wouldn't worry for me.. it's just fate.. that wanted me to face all this..
i'm tired.. after so long.. i have been so happy and during these periods, i swollowed down my tears into my stomach and smile..
i swear! i won't care about relationships and concentrate on my studies and netball.. it doesn't matters to me anymore.. "you" can hurt me for all i care, but please dont hurt my friends.. i ahve cried enough for those lies.. i dont wnat to see my friend cry too..

2010-10-08T23:15:00.000-07:00

hello people!
i so long never post already! so i intend to post today.. jianing told me to post yesterday, but i forgotten.. sorry.. theses few weeks happen alot of things.. hahas.. but i will get over it! thursday was my birthday, although i didn't get any birthday pesent, but those wishes from you gusy is good enough already! i enjoyed that day.. i have 3 wishes and one of them is granted alreday.. so yeah.. it's okay... my cousin today gave me my birthdaypesent and it is a ANG BAO! haha! so happy you know.... hahahaha... happy birthday and happy belated birthday to me!

this few weeks have happen too much things already.. i hope it wouldn't affect my results.. i'm studying like crazy now.. these few weeks was a hard time for me.. but my dear friends was ball around with me to cheer me up.. when i see them palying basketball happily, it warms my heart.. i feel a sense of secureness in me.. you gusy may lied to me bofore but i knwo yor lied to me of course have your own reasons, your lied to me maybe is becausew your don't want me to sad.. but seriously, i hate lies..... i would rather know teh fact then being surrounded by lies.. but still i wont angry with you guys.. hahahahaha...

long time dont have netball training already.. my stamina dropped alot....... 30th october is netball carnival! i'm soo going to paly a good game.. a very very very good game.. i swear and promise! i miss training and i miss coach! hahahahaha... really.. i miss she scold me! hahaha! sound freakin retardeed.... haha...

thanks soo soo much to those who cared for me and accompany me when i'm sad! thankyou!(:
-Crystal
-Anthea
-Jianing
-Dabbie
-Qiaosi
-Nadiah
-Lihua
-Magnus
-Alden
-Guodong
-Wagen
-Hockseng
-Yuchen
-many more.. if i never put your name in.. i'm so sorry!
money can't buy everything you want espicially true love and true friendships.. if you feel taht you can buy them means that they are not TRUE love and TRUE friendship..

2010-09-01T04:26:00.000-07:00

hello people! so long nvr post already!
i'm so freakin stress now a days! haha!
i slept 16hours today form yesterday's 6pm to this morning 10am
haha.

i love netball. that's why i dotn wanna the team to be like so not united.
netball is game that needs communication, bonding, and teamwork.
i never tell any netballers about our frienship is because i dont wanna see the netball team not being united.. but in end, you are the one who said it. you never spare a thought for others, the netball team, you only care abt your own emotions. you told the some sec2s.. then you know that nadiah's and brenda's atittude towards me change? ESPICIALLY brenda. when we playing court game i ask brenda to pass to me coz i'm free. but she didn't and she insisted to pass to you even she saw me free. then you tell me. is taht what we call a team?
after i quit netball, my love for netball will nvr change.

thanks my dear friends who concern me.
they are:
crystal
anthea
dabbie
jianing
weehock
guodong
clyman?:P
wagen
magnus
yuchen
alden
vanassa
michelle
many others:)

thanks for concerning me,
thanks for being tehre for me when i need you,
thanks for being such a wonderful friend!
you will nvr be forgotten from my sotong head!
sotong loves you all!:):)

2010-07-03T16:05:00.000-07:00

hello peeople..
the time now is 7.06am..
you guys must be shock why i wake so early bahh..
i'm going for a carnival..
is not netball carnivall..
is a normal carnival with games all this...
is at lot1!
you ppl go visit me and lihua larhh..
the meetin time is 7.45..
i cant sleepp..
that's why i woke up earlier..
i'm like addicted to wo ai ta and jiayou and "the best damn thing"..
those songs really reminds me of those memories..
how i wish i'm a computer that can just delete all the memories at one goal..
i just cant be like a netball.. everyone is chasing after a ball.. and treat it like treasures..
i only can play netball and not like a netball..
yesterday.. was a like whole day sleepin to me.. coz i ate an mian yao..
morning, wake up and went to mummy shop while then go eat breakfast..
and went back home.. and use com.. after that i suddenly thinks of those things and i have a bad headache. and i cant sleep.. so i went to eat an mian yao..
and sleep until 4.30++ then wake up.. and eat 2pieces of filet for lunch and then to bring my cousin to play frisbee.. i uploaded some pics.. go and see.. haha..
then went home at around 6.15++ then watch tv and played com..
i shall stop here.. coz i wanna maple~~ haha GOODBYE~

2010-06-30T05:04:00.000-07:00

hi...
haiz.. i'm mooddy and sad..
i guess some of your know why ya?
no worries.. i will be fine.. "soon"
you ppl cheer me up today..
thanks very much to:
crystal:D
jianing:D
dabbie:D
lihua:D
anthea:D
weehock:D (you dunno what happen but you said "cheer up" to me)
vannessa:D
and many other people..
thanks ppl..
i just need time to cure like what i have said "it just takes time to cure"

i know you dont love me anymore..
i already know this day will come..
but i didn't know it came so fast..
but it's okay.. since we have agreed to be like what we are liek last time.. strangers..
i said it i will do it..
i will just take it as this relationship nvr started before and we nvr knew each other..
i will forget you.. i know you will also forget me..
i can see you are not sad.. so.. i think you will soon forget me after one or two days?
so ya.. hope you find a girl which is much much better then me..

my dear friends..
i know you guys are angry with me when i lied to your in the morning..
sryy.. i'm really scared your angry.. that's why i lied..
now.. your know the truth so i hope your dont angry with "ahem"
i will be fine.. just take it as i have nvr knew this person..
and yihui is gonna lead a cheerful life and life full withj joy and laughter like last time aginn..
but i need some time.. dont worry.. yihui is FINE.. (:
thanks!!

2010-06-13T08:37:00.000-07:00

i never post since sooo long... haha..
my shedule is all flooded with maple!
haha! mplaing like crazyy..
but but not that crazy larhh..
band concert was like soo fun!!

band concert day!
crystal came over my house at aroud 3 then she went back home to take money..
then wnet to lot1 to meet lihua and anthea!
and then went to eat long john!
then shop shop then off to go to band concert!
reached there and saw magnus and weiming and the prefect.. haha
chit chatted awhile..
then wnet to seat.. saw alot of seniors.. they were prettyyyy..
haha! bend concert was nice larhh!!
then went to lot1 the so called free market there to buy things to eat then me and lihua wnet to eat my favourtie beehoon!
haha.. then wnet home..
supprisingly my dad din call me!
haha.. then wnet home and remove my makeup..
then went to bath and sleep...
my ankle hurts!!! coz of wearing heels..
butbut i grow taller when i wear heels..
taller then crystal and anthea! hehehehe!
dont be jealous!!!

life is so fun and nice with you around..
i like the feelin standing by your side and you were smiling and makin me laugh..
i like to seat by your side lookin at your serious look doing your work..
you make my world filled with laughter and joy..
with you around.. i feel secure..
i promise.. i will nvr leave you.. i hope..
you will also nvr leave me like how i do..

2010-05-18T04:30:00.000-07:00

haiz.. training started yesterday alr.. its fun..

training makes me tired and forget abt everything..

oh.. really.. its fun..

results are back alr..

didn't reallly do well espcially my english.. haiz..

and my maths.. although it pass but really not up to my expectations..

its abt 10marks away to my expectations..

haiz... this days.. i was hyper for some moment and after i keep queit all the while..

i dunno why.. maybe too many things troubling me..

one come after another.. yihui is so tired now..

i just need a shoulder to let me lean on..

haiz.. i'm so so tired now.. dunno whyy too.. i dont like to talk much..

jianing, you win..
yeah today i was really sad..
dunno why too.. it is just all of a sudden i dont have mood to talk..
thanks for the fries! crystal too! thanks!
dont worry people.. i'm fine..
yihui just need some time to cure..

haiz..
my friends are telling me that you are hinting me that you don't like me already..
isit true? i also have that feeling already..
that feeling is getting stronger.. andd stronger..
if you don't like me.. tell me.. okay?

2010-05-17T06:33:00.000-07:00

haiz.. isit my problem again?

sorry _ _ _ _.. i may not know what happening but i really hope you can tell me..

i really dont wanna see you being sad again and again..

if its me saying the wrong things.. tell me..

i dont want to see you being sad and you keep it to your heart and i dont know why are you sad..

i hate to see that kind of msg..

that msg you send to me let me feel something is wrong and i feel very unsecure..

i really don't like to see thatt msg..

espcially you said that sentence..

when you send me that kind of msg.. i'm worried about you..

and i can't sleep.. i wanted to call you.. but i scared you might not want to talk to me..

and the only thing i can do is to see you being sad and as your _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ i can't face the problems with you.. i don't want.. i wan you to share with me your sadness and no matter what happen, let me faced it with you..
i dont wan to see you being sad again.. that hurts me.. really..
maybe i'm the one making you embarrassed infront of everyone..
coz i'm not pretty, or anything.. for that i'm really sorry..
i can't change the fact that i'm not pretty.. i really can't..
i wish i could.. i want to let everyone know you are my _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _, but i can't..
if i let everyone know abt this. you will feel embarrased coz i'm not pretty enough..
and others will talk bad things or gossip behind you..
i don't want you to feel left out between your friends..
i dont want you being gossip by your friends like you have a bad taste or anything..
i just want to you to know _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _. that's all.
but sometimes when i'm in class thinking of you.. .
i'm always wondering.. does he even love mee?
not because i don't trust you.. i trust you.. is just because..
you told me once.. you feel more happier talking to your friend than talking to me..
_ _ _ _, let me know your problems can? if you don't prefer to tell me or you don't wanna tel me then i can't force you..
let me tell you my favourite sentence that will make you smile(:
JUST SMILE, AND THERE'S NOTHING THAT CAN'T BE OVERCOME!

i will love you forever no matter what happens..

"True friendship exists when silence between two people is comfortable." & "Some bestfriends in life are meant to become hi-bye friend."

2010-05-16T02:19:00.000-07:00

now i know i'm not only a duck, a bitch, a slut..
i'm also a idiot..
so thank you for tell me..
now i know.. i'm also a idiot!
hahahaha.. isn't that amazing?
a duck, a bitch, a slut can also be a idiot!
waoh!!! so amazing.. hahahahahaha!
thanks for telling everyone i'm a idiot too yeah?
i feel so happy now everyone knows i'm a idiot too..
hahahahahahaha!
for those who dunno..
let me tell your.. and your must remember,
yihui is a duck, a bitch, a slut, a idiot..
remember this person yihui and hate her forever..
whenever you see her, must shout at her "hey duck!" or "hey bitch!" or "hey slut!" or "hey idiot"
must embarrassed her infront of everyone..
hahahahahaha!
because if you don't say that..
you will regret coz maybe next time, you wont get a chance to call her that again..
hahahahahaha!
ande remember.. your can't be friends with her..
coz you will be so embarrased standing beside her coz she is a slut!
hahahhahahahahaha!
oh ya! must also remember..
call her duck, bitch, slut, idiot taht time.. must call her name first..
beacuse later other people thought you saying them..yeah?
hahahahahaha!
oh ya! yihui is also a liar!
so.. she's a duck, a bitch, a slut, a idiot and also a liar!
damn amazing! hahahahahahahaha!!

and all the problems is
yihui.. this dam person who caused it de okay?
all the tears, all the sadness was coz by that slut!
so is this dam person fault.. evrything was this slut fault..
blamed it on her yeah?
hahahahahahahahaha!

thanks my dearest friends..
i know your concern abt me..
thanks so muchh..

sorry _ _ _ _..
i wasn't in a good mood now a days..
i scared i can't control my temper and i will sream or shout at you anytime..

i don't want to hurt you..

so i don't wanna talk to you now..
dont worry.. i'm fine..
dont forget.. i'm a strong girl!
okay? if you are bored.. you can tallk to your friend, amanda..

"True friendship exists when silence between two people is comfortable." & "Some bestfriends in life are meant to become hi-bye friend."

Some quotes that I came across and are somehow true. Well, i guess we can only appreciate those who are still by our side all these while, count our blessings and be contented.

2010-05-15T08:23:00.000-07:00

stop.. its all enough.. its my fault.. everything was cause by me.. is my fault.. i knwo now wh will be very happy seeing me admiting is my fault.. okay? i try to wrte leetres to everyone by next week.. and its my fault everything is my fault.. i cause everyone to be liddat.. and wh yeahh.. i cause weilin to be sad is my fault yeah? everything is my fault..

today was a tiring day.. wake up early coz i wake up at 4plus coz i got nightmare.. so ididn't manage to sleep well then wake up at abt 8plus.. seat outside living room alone.. staring into the blank air.. then went to bath when my parents was awake.. they super shock why i wake up so early.. then went out to eat breakfast then went home pack my things then went to bring to my cousin to tuition then went home.. use com.. play with my little cousin(not quanquan) then 2plus went to fetch my cousin back.. then came home slept.. until 5plus.. ate lunch.. i didn't have the mood to eat until i wake up and had a bad gastric.. then eat medicane then my mum told me to eat something.. then eat a little bit.. then use com.. then bath the went to bukit timah to eat dinner.. then i didn't eat anything.. then came back home and i'm here posting..'

Just smile, and there's nothing that can't be overcome:D

yihui is fine..
yihui is smiling..
yihui is laughing..
yihui is not crying..
yihui is not tearing..
yihui is not anyhow thinking..
so dont worry, my friends.. i'm really fine..
_ _ _ _, dont worrry.. im fine..

yihui is gonna change her attitude.. towards her friends, classmates.. or anyone else
yihui is gonna study hard..
yihui is gonna play well in netball and not let any of my seniors, teammates disappointed espicially COACH..
yihui will change.. and of course.. her cheerful, playful, blur-ness, gong attitude wont change..

2010-05-14T22:33:00.001-07:00

seriuosly.. i had enough.. i dont wanna say anything now.. coz i know no matter what i say now your wont believe me.. so now i will say.. is all my fault.. everything from teh start is my fault..

2010-05-14T05:50:00.000-07:00

hello..
i came here posting again..
today was fun.. went to labrador park..
so fun funny.. so many laughter and joy we had together..
heh!
so many things happening..
so many tears kept dropping.. including me?

yes, i'm a BITCH i'm a SLUT..
your can say me.. but please.. dont say my friend or anyone..
your told everyone that i'm a bitch and slut..
now, almost the whole sec2 knows that i'm a bitch i'm a slut..
isit what your want?
by see-ing me getting hurt? and crying?
if it is what your want, then..
congrats.. your have already get what your want..
i'm very hurt, i'm very sad, and i'm crying..
this is what your wanna see yeah?
yes, my attitude sucks.
but do your when your call me bitch or even slut, i din even say anything..
when your call me that, so your know i was so hourt and even i feel like crying everytimes when your say that to me?
i nvr say a word when your call me that.. what i do was to keep queit and walk away..
your mean, this is call my attitude sucks?
i admit sometimes, i scold someone for no reason..
for that case, i apologise.. i'm sorry..
yes, i'm a duck.
but do your think i wanna be a duck?
my parents surname, my siblings surname, my grandparents surname, my great-grandparents surename..
and its also my surname, do you think i have a choice to choose my surname?
i dont hate my surname just because your call me duck..
i love my surname because i know its unique, its dufferent from others.
but, have your think, if your surname is Quek and i call you duck,
what's that feeling? your may not know what's the feeling now..
coz now your surname is not Quek.
when the next life your surname is Quek then you will know what's that feeling..
yes, i'm not pretty..
but do your have to be so direct to call me a black?
i admit i'm ugly.. maybe forever ugly..
but i think.. if soemone appearance is pretty and the heart of his/she is ugly..
then that's no diffrents from saying that person is ugly..
i'm not say my heart is very nice, very kind..
i know i'm not pretty, my heart is also not very nice and kind..
coz i know there's one sentence which say 'nobody's perfect'
everyone have its good points and bad point..

To a girl..

i'm really so dissappointed in you..
i'm sad not because i lost you as a best friend physically,
i'm sad because i lost you as a friend mentally..
i'm dissappointed in you not because you leave me,
i'm disappointed because i treat like my closes sister and i tell you everything, and now, this is the way you treat me..
i told you many many times, i hated my friends lie to me..
but now, how many times you lied to me?
you might think i dunno anything, i'm just like little kid that knows nothing..
but i gues.. you are wrong.. i knwo alot of things that you dunno i know..
but do you know there's a sentence i always say..
"dang ni shuo le yi ge huang, ni jiu hui jiang ling yi ge huang lai yan di yi ge huang."
"when you told a lie, you will have to say another lie to cover the first lie."( translated english..)
maybe i might hurt you sometimes..like shouting at you..
i apologiose for that many times, but now i wanna apologise again, i'm sorry..
but i'm being hurt.. not only by you, by the boys..
i guess you should know who is that boys..

To a boy...

i know what ever i say now.. you wouldn't believe.
but still.. i want to say.. and i hope you can contiune reading..
abt that eoy bbq thing i wanna say.. i have nvr say that if the girls go i wont go.
i have nvr say that.. but if you still insist in saying that then i will do something to make you believe me..
you was the first person who hurt me when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who lied to me when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who used me when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who make me tear when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who let me feel so happy when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who said you love me when i first step into kanji..
you was the first person who stead with when i first step into kranji..
but in the end.. those words you say you love me was just all a lie..
you was just trying to used me to get close to one of my friend..
the person whom you really love wasn't me and its my friend..
you even told others that i was teh first one who ask you for stead which i din at all..
do you know how hurt i was?
there is a very big scar in my heart..
very deep and big scar which i will remember what and how it cause me to have this scar forever..
you might think i have forgotten or i have already forgiven you..
yes, i have forgiven you.. but i will nvr forgive myself to love you.. and stead with you..
you might think you have already make me forget abt this thing..
but let me tell you.. no matter what you do. no matter what.. i wont forget this.. never then ever..
abt the epy bbq thing.. if you insisted in saying taht i'm in the wrong or you insisted in saying that i lied..
i'm really gonna do something to make you believe me..(this thing the girls know)
i know you are sad that your girlfriend is sad..
but i tell you.. your girlfriend is not the most sad ones..
the ones who is very sad is supposed to be me and the girls..
in future, you will know why..

** i'm not scolding or quarreling with anyone **

Just smile, and there's nothing that can't be overcome:D

2010-05-13T07:10:00.000-07:00

I"M A SLUT!

2010-05-13T06:48:00.000-07:00

i had enough.. seriously yihui's tired.. tired of quarraling tired of everything.. nvm.. yuchen, weehock, wagen, hockseng, weilin, qiaosi.. or even other boys.. maybe what i say now to your is all lies! i'm gonna say.. yes, i'm not pretty, my attitude sucks.. i'm gonna say one last thing.. i'm wrong to your.. i'm wrong.. i'm gonna stop and surrender
everyone, just to let your knwo yihui was at fault again.. okay?

2ND HAPPIEST DAY! :D

2010-05-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO:DD today was my another HAPPIEST DAY! i was super happy today although i'm super tired.. hahahahas.. today.. went to school then went home change everything then went to lot 1 arcade.. saw dabbie and jianing playing DDR.. dabbie play until she perspire like omggg.. hahas.. then went to eat KFC with anthea!! then we dam kiasu.. coz the set meal if we have popular card will les 1bucks so.. the kiasu us went all the way back to araced to get popular card from jianing then wentt all the way down to KFC to eat.. i eat untill soo full.. i eat two chicken, two whiped potato and one milo.. i'm sooo full then went to arcade.. then went to find donavan and lihua around the aracde and saw tehm plyaing one very very fun game.. got one uncle treat us coz he wanna get cards for his son.. so we help to playyy.. then i joined bthe funn then i scream until my throat now like got alot of sand liddat.. then teh boys came ut from the cinema then they treat us play the car racing! SUPER FUN LAHHH.. hahahahas.. played 3 rounds.. then went to roof garden.. then the security guard tell donaven to take out student pas then donavan dunno say what.. then took pics! then went to shop shop shop with the girls.. so long never liddat alr.. so fun.. then jianing lihua crystal came my house downstair nearby played with quan quan.. jianing and lihua and quan quan play like little kids liddat.. got one part is the ball lihua throw up the ceiling and rebound back to quanquan's head.. then me and jianing laugh until our stomach super painnnn.. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA then aroubd 6 jianing the lihua went off coz lihua nad her family watch movie.. then crystal went home then i also go home.. then ate kinder bueno and ice cream with my dearest quanquan then i went to sleep.. hahas.. then wake up at around 8 then ate dinner and i came here POSTING! hahahhahahahas.. kay bahhs.. yihui shall end here with a smile(:
**if your wanna see the pictures we took today.. go to lihua or jianing fb!** :D

2010-05-06T05:44:00.000-07:00

i love this pic! since so long alr.. my beloved primary school friends! i miss them! espically TRACK TRACK TRACK!!

HELLO PEEPS!!

so long yihui nvr post already right??? hahas.. i will keep my blog alive!! hahas.. shall post many many phtos todayy.. hahas.. i got dam lot of interesting photos coz this whole week i went to library so took alot of pics of my wonderful friends! they are so funny!!! they are the best! hahas.. kays arr.. i shall stop here.. enjoy the pics! byebye!!

2010-05-04T07:24:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE! i just found out something!! most of my primary school friends have stead already!!! hahas.. i read their blogs.. i tok to them on msn.. they are so diff noww.. some became very ahlian and ahbeng.. some were like usual.. since last year, i havent meet up with them yet.. OH GOSH!! i'm missing them.. hahass.. i'm abit hyper today.. i dunno why.. hahahahahahahaha..spent dam lot of money today.. went to lot one ther eat spent 4.50and went to popular spent 7.35 then went to buy sweets spent 2.20 and then went to KFC spent 4.6.. OMG.. i pending money like crazyy.. hahas.. but of course tomorrow i wont spent so much money.. if not i'm gonna be BROKE.. haha!! OH YA! i bought a friendship band it cost me 1bucks onlyyyy.. hahas.. tomorrow is maths exam.. shit shit shit.. sure die die die.. oh god god god.. ha ha ha! i'm getting crazyy.. hahas.. maths usre gonna be hard.. and of course i canot fail maths if i fail maths.. my mum will kill me like crazyy.. hahas.. no matter what just work hard lor.. hahas.. i shall end here.. if i'm free i will post some random picture some other day.. hehehe.. those unglam photos of the girls!! hahahaha.. kays arr.. i will stop here le.. BYE!

ily!

2010-05-02T06:16:00.000-07:00

hello people:D
today went to zoo.. dam fun.. we see alot of aniamls and took alot of pics.. your wnat see then go to my fb see.. i upload alr..
haiz.. i got a feeling that something bad is gonna happeenn.. my heart feel so uneasy.. haiz.. if what i expected had happen then.. let it happen bah.. i shall not bother abt it first.. exams coming soon alr.. stress stress stress..
when i'm stress, are you there? when i'm sad, are you there? when i'm tearing, do you know? when i'm tired, are you there to concern me? when i'm lonely, are you with me? i feel that we are drifting apart.. i really scared i may lose you anytime.. i scared i hold you too tide and when you leave me i will be hurt.. i scared i hold you too loose and i may lose you anytime.. i miss you, but do you?

jiayou for the upcoming exam yeah? work hard!

2010-04-29T07:21:00.000-07:00

i really dunno why? am i that bitchy? am i that re ren tao yan? i dunno why? the boys hated me so much and maybe even some of the girls.. this is the first time someone tell me to **** up.. aren't you happy now? i'm hurt.. i'm sad.. this is what you want to see and love to see? now i know how much your hated me? thanks so much for telling me.. i guess after teling me to **** up, i think your heart feels so happy now? and i think those boys who saw that must be super happy too..

2010-04-17T05:18:00.001-07:00

hello hello HELLO! :D:D hahas(: i'm crazy.. hahas.. long time never post alr.. alot things happen lehhs! hahas.. i'm just too bored.. that's why i came here posting! hahas.. abit lame lehhs.. hahas.. i'm uploading all my lovely friends pictures! they look sweet right? hahas.. they are all mine hor! dont snatch them from okayy! hahas.. i'm seriously crazy.. hahas.. netball training was tiring! omg! butbut it is super fun okayys.. we get to play with the guys.. its soo fun and funny larhh.. hahas...i'm missing my primary school frriends alr.. i wonder are they missing me.. hahas.. they confirm miss me de larhh coz we are FRIENDS! haha! i'm talking here rubbish.. hahas.. okay larhh.. i will stop here alr.. i try to post more alrights? haha! BYES! muaks!!!

2010-03-15T05:27:00.000-07:00

hello people! today training so tiring but i dam slack.. hahas.. so tired today.. after training, went home bath and everything then went off to mummy's shop.. help out awhile then sleep there for like 30mins.. then wake up.. tehn help help help.. then went home bath and eat dinner then now.. POSTING! hahas.. so tired.. my legs are so so jelly.. hahas.. quanquan is so so noisy larhh.. he like the crazy baby liddat.. HAHAS.. then.. that's all for today bahhs! cya guys soon!

2010-03-06T07:17:00.000-08:00

hello people! i'm so so tired today.. i go crazy with my cousins.. we were like playing pet society, restaurant city.. etc.. hahas.. we played black jack and guess what! i won money! my cousin the banker lose money HAHAHAS.. i laugh until i stomach pain man.. then they waent home le then so boring le.. hahas.. training is gonna be tough man.. WTH larhhs..
common test are over already.. so tiring after every paper.. my brain is like gonna BURST! hahas.. this few days ar.. i'm spending my money liek crazy over sweets, oreo spin, and craps! hahas.. dunno why also lehhs.. i feel like buying crumpler, that bag, gummies! everything! but inorder to buy this things i need $$$ AHHH!!! going crazy le.. hahas.. kays larhh.. i go play facebook le.. goodbyes! Muaks to all!

2010-02-26T23:50:00.000-08:00

hellos! long time never post already.. dam tired larhh.. tournament are over already.. cant go second round:( haiz.. never still gt nextyear! must jiayou! seniors went in to second round le.. hope they will get top 4.. dam alot of homeworks lor.. haiz.. dunno what to do.. lols..
i seriously hate copy cats!
i also hate liars!
those copycats, those liars i think you know who you are! i'm seriously up to that standard that i feeling like using the ball and throw at the wall very hardly! make use your dont come make me.
now, i dont have best friend already! isn't this what both of your want? everytime after playing bball finish during recess i'm always alone then went we go to some other class like homeecon etc.. i'm also alone! this is what you want right?! happy now! i'm liddat alraedy! i hae liars! once again! i hate liars!

2010-02-01T05:13:00.000-08:00

i seriously hate my parents.. they totally donmt let me have any freedom.. they stop me from play basketball netball.. everything! i accidentally drop my bphone then say i purposely drop so that i can get new phone.. it totally insulted me! asshole.. if tmr i cant get my phone back.. i'm not gonna go home anymore! since they hate me so much then i wont go back home!

2010-01-30T19:23:00.000-08:00

HELLO:D busy with tournament and trainings this few weeks.. hahas.. we lost two matches already.. commonwealth we lost them by 2points and west wood we lost them by 1 point.. seriously we should win both matches but we didn't.. and of course everyone in the team was sad.. and yes, we cried in both matches.. that we should not cry at.. we wasted.. we wasted 2 matches which we should waste at all.. but its alreday too late.. we can go into second round but we wasted.. but after both matches everyone was awake.. we won the third match.. with a score of 36-1 or 37-1 i forgotten.. but we won NUS.. they already gave up during the first quater.. the score during the first quater was 9-0 they already gave up... but we did not.. most of it we intercepted their balls and let them does not hvae the chance to score.. we was all happy.. but when the match ends i feel that i did nth for the match.. haiz.. i'm also gonna win hillgrove! forth match! we are gonna win!

to all my Tmates(lihua, lydia, nadiah, brenda, michelle(JUNIOR), nina, syahirah, jannah, kimberley, lok yan):
you people tried your best.. michelle also.. she played a good game in every match.. even though she is only a sec1.. she can evevn play with a sec2.. she really played well.. we all played well.. let's win hillgrove again alright!

2010-01-24T03:08:00.000-08:00

hello;D
you people finally have someone you love and someone who love you already.
isn't that sweet? hahas.. some people say bei ai is xing fu de, ai ren is tong ku de. but some people say ai ren is xing fu de, bei ai shi tong ku de. everyone have different kan fa. to me, i think don't like anyone is the best. play netball is the best:DD

last time i used to think during tournament i just have to try my best and tat's all. but now, people change. to me now, i don't want just to try my best. coz by saying that. that's means i have no confidence in myself. i wanna win the games. i wanna to make the game became our game. i dont wanna make this game become other people games. coz we play our game. we don't play other people game.

from now, i dont wanna be a loser anymore. i wanna be a winner, coz i wanna win the game. last three games, no matter what happen i wanna contiune to play until the last seconds. i wanna win until the last game. i don't wanna lose any games. i'm not gonna drop any tears on court anymore. i wanna make the court with full of coach, yao lao shi, me, my Tmates laughter. i dont wanna make coach disappointed and upset anymore. i wanna coach to say 'girls, your did well.' i just wan coach to say that. i also dont wanna disappointed seniors again. i wan seniors to say 'WAH, nice one!' i wan our senior to be proud of us. i know losing the 2 games, seniors were very disappointed. coz i know they have really high hopes on us. the two games i cried, not because i lost the games. is because i have made teachers, coach espcially the seniors upset and disappointed.

to all netball teachers, coach, sebiors:
i promise. i did not promise your but i promise myself. i'm not gonna lose any games. i'm not gonna cry but smile. coz i'm not gonna lose. even if we lose i wanna smile coz i wanna play a good game. i dont wanna lose coz we not played well. if we lose, i wanna lose in our opponent is too strong. but we not gonna lose no matter how strong they are. i'm gonna stive for the best i wanna win! okay! i promise MYSELF and not your.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D i will never give up on netball. i'm gonna train myself for the whole week from tomorrow. i'm also gonna stop myself from drinking eating but just only training for the whole week.

2010-01-21T03:58:00.000-08:00

hello! sorry for not posting after a LONGGG time! HAHA.. tournament starts already.. on monday senior played with commonwealth and guess what! they WON! OH YAY! then on tuesday, we played with commonwealth.. and we lost:( actually we was winning ended up we lost coz we were rushing like CRAZZAYY.. haiz.. but nvm JIAYOU FOR THE UPCOMING games! tmr gonna hve a game with..... WEST SPRING! i dunno hoe good they were coz nvr play with them before.. so.. ya.. as usual.. MUST JIAYOUS! hahas..
so dam tired.. dunno why.. maybe coz today do notice bard bahhs.. hahas.. k larhh.. a short post will do.. alriights? BYEBYE^^

2010-01-14T04:07:00.000-08:00

HELLO!
today was a FUN! FUNNY DAY i ever had in kranji.. i was laughting the whole day..
HAHA! went school with weilin, meimei.. then reached school then lessons lessons!!! blahh blah.. recess!!!! the bball.. then lesson lesson!!! then after school went bto change.. blahh blahh.. the after that do noticed board.. then after tat went training... then after that went home with my sworns! then reached home.. bath.. then watch tv then here am i posting!!!!! hahas!
SHIT! tournament coming soon!!!!!!!!!!!!
k larhh today will be a short post as i'm busy doing the notice board things now!
BUYE BUYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE:D:D:D:D:D

2010-01-09T07:32:00.000-08:00

OMG OMG!
the post before this post os not i write one! dunno who heck my account!
WTH!dam crazy sia! who the heck!!!
WTH! WTH! WTH!
who the heck isit!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH~!!!!
okayy.. seriously.. i'm dam fed up larhhh!!!!!!

2010-01-05T07:37:00.000-08:00

i know you guys love me alot now.. i love u all too.. it's okay larhh.. i love u, u love me, we're a happy family, with a great big hug and a kiss from me to you, wont u say u love me too~ ^_^

i know i very pretty !! jkjk LOL. I KNOW I VERY PRETTY DUN JEALOUS LOLS.JUST KIDDING XD. i know you people love my voice sooooo much.. and u love talking to me LOL JUST KIDDING XD.but i can only say.. dun love me so much !! JK..maybe because of my voice, my face, my attitude.. let your LOVE me so much.. THANK YOU ALL... seriously why dont everybody love each other? we all love each other ^_^

to all my dearest good friends :
yourl are a really really veery good friends.. when i'm sad you guys nvr fail to cheer me up.. when i'm happy you guys always stay with me and crazy with me togtether.. thankyou so much.. after zonals.. maybe things is gonna happen one by one.. you people are really a very very good friends..thanks everybody love love x3

to all my netball Tmates(lihua, nadiah, jannah, syahirah, nina, lydia, kimberley, brenda, lok yan):
zonals are coming very soon.. is like a week only.. you guys are really a great tmates.. those tough times we povercome together, those smiles, those laughter, those jokes, those court game, everything is already a memorie.. yo guys bring me alot alot of laughter.. i nvr nvr regret playing netball in my sec school.. really.. thanks for all tat.. and jiayou's for zonals alrights!

i will stop here for today.. i gtg and sleep le.. i'm tired..

2010-01-04T04:32:00.000-08:00

HELLO! finally change a blogskin! this is nice right? hahas.. will link you up soon!!

2010-01-03T04:34:00.000-08:00

hello peeps! i'm gonna change blogskin again! this is not really yihuo's style! HAHAHA