back post again..
they few months.. i'm sooo busy... i busy until forget whatevr happens.. i dont even wanna care.. actually i wasn't busy.. i was just trying to find things to make myself busy, so i wont think and think and think.. i always try to amke myself tired so i would sleep.. but it doesn't seems like it help.. hahas..
surprizingly, i just cried.. i smiled, but tears dropped.. my heart is liek having a heavy stone pushing on my heart.. i wish i didn't survived during "ahem" in another country.. if i didn't survived, i wouldn't be facing all this now.. if i didn't survive, i wouldn't be crying over all this.. if i didn't survive.. my friends wouldn't worry for me.. it's just fate.. that wanted me to face all this..
i'm tired.. after so long.. i have been so happy and during these periods, i swollowed down my tears into my stomach and smile..
i swear! i won't care about relationships and concentrate on my studies and netball.. it doesn't matters to me anymore.. "you" can hurt me for all i care, but please dont hurt my friends.. i ahve cried enough for those lies.. i dont wnat to see my friend cry too..
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