hello..
i came here posting again..
today was fun.. went to labrador park..
so fun funny.. so many laughter and joy we had together..
heh!
so many things happening..
so many tears kept dropping.. including me?
yes, i'm a BITCH i'm a SLUT..
your can say me.. but please.. dont say my friend or anyone..
your told everyone that i'm a bitch and slut..
now, almost the whole sec2 knows that i'm a bitch i'm a slut..
isit what your want?
by see-ing me getting hurt? and crying?
if it is what your want, then..
congrats.. your have already get what your want..
i'm very hurt, i'm very sad, and i'm crying..
this is what your wanna see yeah?
yes, my attitude sucks.
but do your when your call me bitch or even slut, i din even say anything..
when your call me that, so your know i was so hourt and even i feel like crying everytimes when your say that to me?
i nvr say a word when your call me that.. what i do was to keep queit and walk away..
your mean, this is call my attitude sucks?
i admit sometimes, i scold someone for no reason..
for that case, i apologise.. i'm sorry..
yes, i'm a duck.
but do your think i wanna be a duck?
my parents surname, my siblings surname, my grandparents surname, my great-grandparents surename..
and its also my surname, do you think i have a choice to choose my surname?
i dont hate my surname just because your call me duck..
i love my surname because i know its unique, its dufferent from others.
but, have your think, if your surname is Quek and i call you duck,
what's that feeling? your may not know what's the feeling now..
coz now your surname is not Quek.
when the next life your surname is Quek then you will know what's that feeling..
yes, i'm not pretty..
but do your have to be so direct to call me a black?
i admit i'm ugly.. maybe forever ugly..
but i think.. if soemone appearance is pretty and the heart of his/she is ugly..
then that's no diffrents from saying that person is ugly..
i'm not say my heart is very nice, very kind..
i know i'm not pretty, my heart is also not very nice and kind..
coz i know there's one sentence which say 'nobody's perfect'
everyone have its good points and bad point..
To a girl..
i'm really so dissappointed in you..
i'm sad not because i lost you as a best friend physically,
i'm sad because i lost you as a friend mentally..
i'm dissappointed in you not because you leave me,
i'm disappointed because i treat like my closes sister and i tell you everything, and now, this is the way you treat me..
i told you many many times, i hated my friends lie to me..
but now, how many times you lied to me?
you might think i dunno anything, i'm just like little kid that knows nothing..
but i gues.. you are wrong.. i knwo alot of things that you dunno i know..
but do you know there's a sentence i always say..
"dang ni shuo le yi ge huang, ni jiu hui jiang ling yi ge huang lai yan di yi ge huang."
"when you told a lie, you will have to say another lie to cover the first lie."( translated english..)
maybe i might hurt you sometimes..like shouting at you..
i apologiose for that many times, but now i wanna apologise again, i'm sorry..
but i'm being hurt.. not only by you, by the boys..
i guess you should know who is that boys..
To a boy...
i know what ever i say now.. you wouldn't believe.
but still.. i want to say.. and i hope you can contiune reading..
abt that eoy bbq thing i wanna say.. i have nvr say that if the girls go i wont go.
i have nvr say that.. but if you still insist in saying that then i will do something to make you believe me..
you was the first person who hurt me when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who lied to me when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who used me when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who make me tear when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who let me feel so happy when i first step into kranji..
you was the first person who said you love me when i first step into kanji..
you was the first person who stead with when i first step into kranji..
but in the end.. those words you say you love me was just all a lie..
you was just trying to used me to get close to one of my friend..
the person whom you really love wasn't me and its my friend..
you even told others that i was teh first one who ask you for stead which i din at all..
do you know how hurt i was?
there is a very big scar in my heart..
very deep and big scar which i will remember what and how it cause me to have this scar forever..
you might think i have forgotten or i have already forgiven you..
yes, i have forgiven you.. but i will nvr forgive myself to love you.. and stead with you..
you might think you have already make me forget abt this thing..
but let me tell you.. no matter what you do. no matter what.. i wont forget this.. never then ever..
abt the epy bbq thing.. if you insisted in saying taht i'm in the wrong or you insisted in saying that i lied..
i'm really gonna do something to make you believe me..(this thing the girls know)
i know you are sad that your girlfriend is sad..
but i tell you.. your girlfriend is not the most sad ones..
the ones who is very sad is supposed to be me and the girls..
in future, you will know why..
** i'm not scolding or quarreling with anyone **
Just smile, and there's nothing that can't be overcome:D
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