hello;D
you people finally have someone you love and someone who love you already.
isn't that sweet? hahas.. some people say bei ai is xing fu de, ai ren is tong ku de. but some people say ai ren is xing fu de, bei ai shi tong ku de. everyone have different kan fa. to me, i think don't like anyone is the best. play netball is the best:DD

last time i used to think during tournament i just have to try my best and tat's all. but now, people change. to me now, i don't want just to try my best. coz by saying that. that's means i have no confidence in myself. i wanna win the games. i wanna to make the game became our game. i dont wanna make this game become other people games. coz we play our game. we don't play other people game.

from now, i dont wanna be a loser anymore. i wanna be a winner, coz i wanna win the game. last three games, no matter what happen i wanna contiune to play until the last seconds. i wanna win until the last game. i don't wanna lose any games. i'm not gonna drop any tears on court anymore. i wanna make the court with full of coach, yao lao shi, me, my Tmates laughter. i dont wanna make coach disappointed and upset anymore. i wanna coach to say 'girls, your did well.' i just wan coach to say that. i also dont wanna disappointed seniors again. i wan seniors to say 'WAH, nice one!' i wan our senior to be proud of us. i know losing the 2 games, seniors were very disappointed. coz i know they have really high hopes on us. the two games i cried, not because i lost the games. is because i have made teachers, coach espcially the seniors upset and disappointed.

to all netball teachers, coach, sebiors:
i promise. i did not promise your but i promise myself. i'm not gonna lose any games. i'm not gonna cry but smile. coz i'm not gonna lose. even if we lose i wanna smile coz i wanna play a good game. i dont wanna lose coz we not played well. if we lose, i wanna lose in our opponent is too strong. but we not gonna lose no matter how strong they are. i'm gonna stive for the best i wanna win! okay! i promise MYSELF and not your.

:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D i will never give up on netball. i'm gonna train myself for the whole week from tomorrow. i'm also gonna stop myself from drinking eating but just only training for the whole week.