back post again..
they few months.. i'm sooo busy... i busy until forget whatevr happens.. i dont even wanna care.. actually i wasn't busy.. i was just trying to find things to make myself busy, so i wont think and think and think.. i always try to amke myself tired so i would sleep.. but it doesn't seems like it help.. hahas..
surprizingly, i just cried.. i smiled, but tears dropped.. my heart is liek having a heavy stone pushing on my heart.. i wish i didn't survived during "ahem" in another country.. if i didn't survived, i wouldn't be facing all this now.. if i didn't survive, i wouldn't be crying over all this.. if i didn't survive.. my friends wouldn't worry for me.. it's just fate.. that wanted me to face all this..
i'm tired.. after so long.. i have been so happy and during these periods, i swollowed down my tears into my stomach and smile..
i swear! i won't care about relationships and concentrate on my studies and netball.. it doesn't matters to me anymore.. "you" can hurt me for all i care, but please dont hurt my friends.. i ahve cried enough for those lies.. i dont wnat to see my friend cry too..
hello people!
i so long never post already! so i intend to post today.. jianing told me to post yesterday, but i forgotten.. sorry.. theses few weeks happen alot of things.. hahas.. but i will get over it! thursday was my birthday, although i didn't get any birthday pesent, but those wishes from you gusy is good enough already! i enjoyed that day.. i have 3 wishes and one of them is granted alreday.. so yeah.. it's okay... my cousin today gave me my birthdaypesent and it is a ANG BAO! haha! so happy you know.... hahahaha... happy birthday and happy belated birthday to me!
this few weeks have happen too much things already.. i hope it wouldn't affect my results.. i'm studying like crazy now.. these few weeks was a hard time for me.. but my dear friends was ball around with me to cheer me up.. when i see them palying basketball happily, it warms my heart.. i feel a sense of secureness in me.. you gusy may lied to me bofore but i knwo yor lied to me of course have your own reasons, your lied to me maybe is becausew your don't want me to sad.. but seriously, i hate lies..... i would rather know teh fact then being surrounded by lies.. but still i wont angry with you guys.. hahahahaha...
long time dont have netball training already.. my stamina dropped alot....... 30th october is netball carnival! i'm soo going to paly a good game.. a very very very good game.. i swear and promise! i miss training and i miss coach! hahahahaha... really.. i miss she scold me! hahaha! sound freakin retardeed.... haha...
thanks soo soo much to those who cared for me and accompany me when i'm sad! thankyou!(:
-Crystal
-Anthea
-Jianing
-Dabbie
-Qiaosi
-Nadiah
-Lihua
-Magnus
-Alden
-Guodong
-Wagen
-Hockseng
-Yuchen
-many more.. if i never put your name in.. i'm so sorry!
money can't buy everything you want espicially true love and true friendships.. if you feel taht you can buy them means that they are not TRUE love and TRUE friendship..
hello people! so long nvr post already!
i'm so freakin stress now a days! haha!
i slept 16hours today form yesterday's 6pm to this morning 10am
haha.
i love netball. that's why i dotn wanna the team to be like so not united.
netball is game that needs communication, bonding, and teamwork.
i never tell any netballers about our frienship is because i dont wanna see the netball team not being united.. but in end, you are the one who said it. you never spare a thought for others, the netball team, you only care abt your own emotions. you told the some sec2s.. then you know that nadiah's and brenda's atittude towards me change? ESPICIALLY brenda. when we playing court game i ask brenda to pass to me coz i'm free. but she didn't and she insisted to pass to you even she saw me free. then you tell me. is taht what we call a team?
after i quit netball, my love for netball will nvr change.
thanks my dear friends who concern me.
they are:
crystal
anthea
dabbie
jianing
weehock
guodong
clyman?:P
wagen
magnus
yuchen
alden
vanassa
michelle
many others:)
thanks for concerning me,
thanks for being tehre for me when i need you,
thanks for being such a wonderful friend!
you will nvr be forgotten from my sotong head!
sotong loves you all!:):)
hello peeople..
the time now is 7.06am..
you guys must be shock why i wake so early bahh..
i'm going for a carnival..
is not netball carnivall..
is a normal carnival with games all this...
is at lot1!
you ppl go visit me and lihua larhh..
the meetin time is 7.45..
i cant sleepp..
that's why i woke up earlier..
i'm like addicted to wo ai ta and jiayou and "the best damn thing"..
those songs really reminds me of those memories..
how i wish i'm a computer that can just delete all the memories at one goal..
i just cant be like a netball.. everyone is chasing after a ball.. and treat it like treasures..
i only can play netball and not like a netball..
yesterday.. was a like whole day sleepin to me.. coz i ate an mian yao..
morning, wake up and went to mummy shop while then go eat breakfast..
and went back home.. and use com.. after that i suddenly thinks of those things and i have a bad headache. and i cant sleep.. so i went to eat an mian yao..
and sleep until 4.30++ then wake up.. and eat 2pieces of filet for lunch and then to bring my cousin to play frisbee.. i uploaded some pics.. go and see.. haha..
then went home at around 6.15++ then watch tv and played com..
i shall stop here.. coz i wanna maple~~ haha GOODBYE~
hi...
haiz.. i'm mooddy and sad..
i guess some of your know why ya?
no worries.. i will be fine.. "soon"
you ppl cheer me up today..
thanks very much to:
crystal:D
jianing:D
dabbie:D
lihua:D
anthea:D
weehock:D (you dunno what happen but you said "cheer up" to me)
vannessa:D
and many other people..
thanks ppl..
i just need time to cure like what i have said "it just takes time to cure"
i know you dont love me anymore..
i already know this day will come..
but i didn't know it came so fast..
but it's okay.. since we have agreed to be like what we are liek last time.. strangers..
i said it i will do it..
i will just take it as this relationship nvr started before and we nvr knew each other..
i will forget you.. i know you will also forget me..
i can see you are not sad.. so.. i think you will soon forget me after one or two days?
so ya.. hope you find a girl which is much much better then me..
my dear friends..
i know you guys are angry with me when i lied to your in the morning..
sryy.. i'm really scared your angry.. that's why i lied..
now.. your know the truth so i hope your dont angry with "ahem"
i will be fine.. just take it as i have nvr knew this person..
and yihui is gonna lead a cheerful life and life full withj joy and laughter like last time aginn..
but i need some time.. dont worry.. yihui is FINE.. (:
thanks!!
i never post since sooo long... haha..
my shedule is all flooded with maple!
haha! mplaing like crazyy..
but but not that crazy larhh..
band concert was like soo fun!!
band concert day!
crystal came over my house at aroud 3 then she went back home to take money..
then wnet to lot1 to meet lihua and anthea!
and then went to eat long john!
then shop shop then off to go to band concert!
reached there and saw magnus and weiming and the prefect.. haha
chit chatted awhile..
then wnet to seat.. saw alot of seniors.. they were prettyyyy..
haha! bend concert was nice larhh!!
then went to lot1 the so called free market there to buy things to eat then me and lihua wnet to eat my favourtie beehoon!
haha.. then wnet home..
supprisingly my dad din call me!
haha.. then wnet home and remove my makeup..
then went to bath and sleep...
my ankle hurts!!! coz of wearing heels..
butbut i grow taller when i wear heels..
taller then crystal and anthea! hehehehe!
dont be jealous!!!
life is so fun and nice with you around..
i like the feelin standing by your side and you were smiling and makin me laugh..
i like to seat by your side lookin at your serious look doing your work..
you make my world filled with laughter and joy..
with you around.. i feel secure..
i promise.. i will nvr leave you.. i hope..
you will also nvr leave me like how i do..
haiz.. training started yesterday alr.. its fun..
training makes me tired and forget abt everything..
oh.. really.. its fun..
results are back alr..
didn't reallly do well espcially my english.. haiz..
and my maths.. although it pass but really not up to my expectations..
its abt 10marks away to my expectations..
haiz... this days.. i was hyper for some moment and after i keep queit all the while..
i dunno why.. maybe too many things troubling me..
one come after another.. yihui is so tired now..
i just need a shoulder to let me lean on..
haiz.. i'm so so tired now.. dunno whyy too.. i dont like to talk much..
jianing, you win..
yeah today i was really sad..
dunno why too.. it is just all of a sudden i dont have mood to talk..
thanks for the fries! crystal too! thanks!
dont worry people.. i'm fine..
yihui just need some time to cure..
haiz..
my friends are telling me that you are hinting me that you don't like me already..
isit true? i also have that feeling already..
that feeling is getting stronger.. andd stronger..
if you don't like me.. tell me.. okay?
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